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My Teenage Life

14 November 2009, Raining day~~

Already more than half month I did not update my blog, seem
like very busy doing with my own thing. Dun know is acting busy or
really so busy, maybe I am acting busy so I won't thinking on
someone again and again. Honestly some time I was really busy doing
assignment and start doing some revision for the Mid-Term Test.

This weekend, I didn't go back to my hometown because next
weekend I will be going to Johor for attending my cousin wedding
party. Since I did not go back so now I am stay alone at my
apartment. That loneliness feeling is back, tonight I planing not
to stay at home. I will go find some friends to spent my time.

Writing For Mass Communication Subject, required all student to
bring they own Newspaper. So every week I also will buy a newspaper.
Since I have nothing to do when I free, so I open up the newspaper
and start reading. Every page that I read also got people died. So
many accident happen around the world including the nature sides.

Recently at kampar so many bad things is happening around us. Too
many things happening yet I cannot do anything for them. Thing only
I can do now is, just praying for them. Hope they all will rest in
peace at another beautiful world. A little advice from me, I know you
all like to enjoy your life, so whatever you do remember safety first.

Video: Take Me To Your Heart
By: Michael Learns To Rock


Dark Blue = Original Lyrics by Michael Learns To Rock
Purple = My own meaning that reflecting my Life

Hiding from the rain and snow
Always avoid from facing the true

Trying to forget but I won't let go
Wanted to forget but the heart was not allowed

Looking at a crowded street
Walking at the endless way without ending

Listening to my own heart beat
Always follow my heart, did not think about other feeling

So many people all around the world
Many people in this world, why can't find a new love?

Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Where to find the person that giving the same feeling?

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Let me know what do you thinking on your current life

Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me that you still love me before I'm die

Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Dun understand what is love - why it so powerful?

Show me that wonders can be true
Prove to me that miracle is still around the world

They say nothing lasts forever
Is that nothing is lasts forever?

We're only here today
You're only here for 1 years

Love is now or never
Haven't prove that how much I love you

Bring me far away
Throw me alone without happiness

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Let me know more about you in your life

Give me your hand and hold me
Show me that you still love me in my life

Show me what love is - be my guiding star
Tell me what love is - protected my heart being hurts

It's easy take me to your heart
Allow me to know more about you

Standing on a mountain high
Waiting you forever in my life

Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
Thinking about you through a clear direction

I should go and see some friends
Try to let other people know about my feeling

But they don't really comprehend
But I cannot tell them the true on my situation

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
Dun just only said love me without proving anything

All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
All I need is someone who give me the feeling

Someone Story is Back
~Episode 4~

Someone back to half recover status on the previous injuries. Someone
keep on thinking that why not just let it go? Someone already sacrifice so many
thing because of someone why just let it go without obtaining any response.
Whatever someone can do, someone already do but someone did not show
any responses. Maybe someone think that dun have the responsibility on this
problem. Someone just throw someone aside without helping anything.

Someone did not hope anything else, what someone hope is study more harder
and wanted to see someone happy. That already enough for someone in life.
Got
one sentence that always use by older people, "Love someone is not to own
them
in your life, is make someone happy then already enough." From the
starting,
someone did not agree the sentence but seem like nothing someone can
do anymore so someone forced believe and apply the sentence to someone life.


What someone hope it really become the true, someone can feel someone happy
in life. Already few times, someone said "Hi" to someone, but someone pretend
dun know who is someone and ignored someone. Someone was very sad, what
someone hope now is the status can back to normal when the day someone meet
with someone. Someone wish to be friend with someone so someone can get
back the old "care feeling" from someone. But someone know is impossible!

End of Someone Story Episode 4~
Blue: The Writer [ Myself ]
Purple: Secret [ You know, I know and the also GOD know. But dun let the public know. ]

Everyone in this world must had do something wrong,
it depend they are many mistake or few mistake,
and they must know how to take action to replace,
the mistake that he had been done before this?

Is that really that hard to forgive someone that hurting,
you before in your life? Even your mouth said you
dun mind but in your heart you are still mind the
mistake that I done before! Please Forgive Me!

1 November 2009, My current life~~

After the second section of counseling, I fell
much better now and I also know what to do
next step but she said she still wanted to help
me so she want me to meet her again for the
third section on the next coming Tuesday, 3
November 2009, 2.00pm sharp! What she will
advice me next? Would she still can help me?

On 28 October 2009, Praying for one of my housemate,
William! He fell down accidentally at Utar Campus
and his head hit on the floor. Hope he will be fine and
will recover soon, Please pray for him together!
Current information about my friend, the doctor
said that he was fine and nothing must need to worry,
doctor ask him do whatever thing as usual.

Today I was very tired, driving for the whole day looking for
the previous newspaper. Last Monday, Mass Communication
Class, Mr. Joe ask us to buy the New Straits Times ( NST )
newspaper. After I discuss with my groupmate, I was chosen
to buy Friday papers. On Friday, I was very busy with other
and forget to buy the paper so today I search the whole Ipoh
for the Friday ( 30 October 2009 ) newspaper.

He warning us before this, if you didn't bring the thing that
he need, please dun not enter his class. That rules is created
by himself. At last I found the newspaper that I want, thank to
The Star's staff, going to New Straits Times Office and search
the papers for me. Even that staff is from The Star Company
but he willing to help me going to the office and look for the
papers. Because of him, I can enter tomorrow classes already.

Thank you for the staff that helping me,
On the way back to house,
listening to One FM,
got 1 English Song lyric,
Dun look back, look forward to your life!

About Me

Name: Issac
Age:
18
Home:
Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia
Campus:
University Tunku Abdul Rahman Perak Campus
Activities:
1. Gaming
2. Party
3. Hang-out
4. Make new friends
Status:
Single but belongs to her

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