LonelyBoy's Blog

5 August 2009, Raining Day, Early in the morning before I wake up, it rain before. I found that when I on the way to campus and I see all around is wet. No wonder I sleep until don’t want to wake up. Before this every Wednesday morning class I won’t attend but today I got attend because need to pass up the assignment answer that I done yesterday night. After the General Mathematics Class, still got 3 more hours only got Computer Studies class. So I decided go back my Kampar house to sleep. When that time I want to go back, I follow the wrong bus. The bus didn’t go back to apartment at the beginning, the bus go bus station, Railway Station and move around old town. So I just wait the bus uncle to fetch me back to apartment lor but I take 1 hour time. So I just sit there and wait for the time to pass. I reach the apartment at 1pm already left 2 hours then need to attend my computer studies class. After I reach boil up the water then I eat “Noodle Cup in vegetarian flavour” because today is 15^th in Chinese calendar. Whenever the 1^st or 15^th date in the Chinese calendar, then I will only eat vegetable only. When I was writing this, I feel that I very hungry because I only eat 1 cup of noodle Maggie only. Hope faster 12am because I want to take my dinner. While I was eating I open pps and watch “Burning Flames III” that I download early in the morning before I attend the morning class. So won’t affect to my other housemate that using internet to do their Public Speaking Talk Show. After finish watching the movie already no enough time to sleep so I didn’t take a nap.

Today is my father’s birthday; every year I also celebrate with him but this year can’t because I need to attend my classes. So I give my daddy a call and wish him happy birthday. This is the time I wish him thought a cell phone. After I wishing my daddy then start raining again. Later on, the rain is stop then I attend my computer studies class. Even today our lecture didn’t teach anything only let the students to do presentation only. After the one hour class I still got another class, before the next class, I sit alone and the recall some old memories with “her”. After the last class, I went back my Kampar home and online for a while. After that I feel my head very pain then I take a nap. I sleep until 9 something only woke up and nothing to do. Seen I already create new blog yesterday night, so I update it.

When I sitting alone then my old memories appears back in my mind. I keep on thinking about her, the girl that I talking is my ex-girlfriend that already broke up since I was form 4. I life without her in this world is just like a person life in this world without their soul. She is my soul, everything she do will affect me in the future. Since we already broke up for 2 years, should I still continue to wait her? No matter what reasons I will still waiting her forever in my life.