7 August 2009, after writing yesterday blog then I play some mini games with my housemate. Since when playing the games, my head didn’t pain anymore then I start thinking about her again. On that time I was very sad and my heart very hurt, like my heart was burned by fire. While I was playing the games then Alvin ask me whether wan go out or not. So I asked him any friends going? Because I am unhappy so I went out with them and go 21st Pub to enjoy with my friends. After I reach 21st Pub, Alvin order four bucket of beers. Each bucket contains 5 bottles which mean got twenty bottles. But I only drink a bit only lar because tomorrow still got class. That time we chatting about girl friend but I only tell them a bit about me only.
The clock sharp at four, I wanted to go back but they don’t allow me to back because he say I haven’t finish my bottle of beer so they say after you finish only can go back. Then I quickly finish it and then Alvin fetches me back. When I reach my apartment then I saw my buddies haven’t sleep then I chatting with them a while after that I straight away go sleep.
Today wake up at 11am then I go bath, after that I went go campus with Utar Bus. When my tutor was teaching, I fall asleep inside the tutorial room class. After the class then my friend fetch me back to hostel because still got 3 hours more only next class begin. On the way to my apartment I saw the sky was so dark and seem look like will rain heavily. After I reach my hostel, then I eat my lunch and watch Burning Flame III lor. It really rain when I was enjoy the games with my housemate. After a moment, the rain stop then I went outside and look at the sky again. I saw the sky full of black clouds and I scare it will rain more heavily because after this I still got class need to attend.
What I thought really comes true before we go to the campus, it rain heavily then me and my buddy take the umbrella and went into the car. Before we get into the car, my shoes and my jean all wet. After we reach the campus, Johnny and I go in first then Tommy park his car. When Tommy is parking his car then I wait him near the road there. While I was waiting, suddenly got a big thunder then I was shock. After Tommy finish parking then Tommy and I went into the lecture hall.
After the class, Tommy, Johnny, Jayremy and I went to the dance club. Today was unlucky because I skip more than 2 practices. So today I want to practice my hip-hop dance but today no one teaching hip-hop so I learn other thing lor. So the chairman is the person who teaching other dance. At first I was so funny because the chairman teaches until his own self also forget the step and then ask us to forget about it. Later on feel unhappy because think about her again. Because of her then I feel no mood to continue my dance. Do you really think that I love to dance? The answer is no, I dance because of her. Last time when she was in secondary school, she was a dance club assistant chairman post. Now I join dance club in University because of her. I do this because of wanted to keep the memory that we have when she was teaching her members to dance.
After the dance club, I went back to my hometown. At first I wanted to follow Tommy’s brother car to go back, but I late to confirm with him so the car not enough place then I have no choice. So I go back hometown by bus lor. While I was waiting for the bus, I also got think about her geh but like what Calvin said to me “life must go on even without her” but as what I said also “talk very easy yet until now I can’t even do this”. Talk is very easy but when you want to do it so hard even I have try my best to give up on her but I can’t. What should I do? Please guide me to the right ways.
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