3 Sept 2009, These day I didn't update my blog because don't know what can I share over here. Whenever I want to start writing the blog, all the bad memory appears in front of me and block my destination. Now I cannot see anything in front of me but I only know Final Examination is still waiting me.These day I really cannot focus on my studies because I made the wrong decision before! I really don't know what is happening? I had make a wrong decision that me myself also can't accept this fate. I tried to give up on the decision that I made before but I can't.
I don't know still can change the decision or not? Anyone can pull me out from the block hole? Is that so easy to let us forget something on their heart or mind? I really don't know how to do so that I can change myself, my mind and heart so blur now. Even my buddy advice me on don't follow both side, based on logically and every single angle. But all circle around me, no angle at all. If just listen to my heart, then I wish to continue the decision that I made, if listen to my mind, it told me to stop and forget about the decision and start the new life. I don't know which side should I follow? Which side more important? We as human will die if we live without mind and we also will die if we live without heart. Both also so important, what should I choose?
In a movement of time, I am curious about What magical power should you have? Then I took the quiz and got the result: Mind Reading! You always know what others are thinking, and are bit of a know it all. You get on every body's nerves, but are very dependable when needed. I really hope that I got the power of Mind Reading so I know what should I do in the future. What can I do anymore? Always make the wrong decision! I will quit choosing new decision anymore!
My groupmate's comments!make someone really don't know what to do and how to do!
Someone like forcing someone to do something but
someone don't wan to face the problem. Look like
someone really wanted to give up.
Someone also can't forgive himself, how you expect
the GOD will forgive someone?
Someone want make someone happy but someone know that someone
wanted to make someone happy and someone pretend nothing is happening.
Someone want to keep the movements but
someone wanted to give up on the happy memory.
Someone don't know what someone is thinking.
Someone hope the happy movements with someone will continue on.
If you understand what someone mean, just keep it inside your heart!
If you don't understand what someone mean, just ignore this story!
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