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My Teenage Life

23 October 2009, Currently, I'm looking for a way to solve my
problem. Until now, I still can not find what the best way
to put down my sadness cases. What I want here is to
let go all my problems and serious study in this trimester?
Everything is over, why I still caring on someone? Why
I still so mind on someone? Cannot just pretend nothing
is happening before this? All the problem is my fault!

Looking at one of my buddy so sad, it make me think back
so many sadness cases. Looking at him, is just like reflecting
to my problem too. In that kind of situation, I really dun
know how to help him. Even myself also cannot settle my
own problem. When I was looking at him, honestly I can
feel the pain that he having. That time, I dun know to do
just sitting there to accompany him when he was sad.

That day my heart was very pain, dun know what is happening
inside there. Maybe it because of someone but I hope is not
someone anymore. Today 10am having a counseling section
at UTAR Campus. For the first sections, I voice it out the problem
that I facing to the counselor. She told me that she need
sometime to discuses and analysis my current problem. So our
next section will be on next Tuesday 27 October 2009, 2.00pm!

3个好人
One more Chance, A Jack Neo Film
A Chinese Song!

为何不回头再望一眼?
Why can't you look back one more time?

为何不轻轻会挥你的手
Why can't you wave a gentle goodbye

你就这样,离我而运去
You just walk away

留下一份淡淡离愁
leaving behind a mellowed sorrow

为何不回头再看看我?
Why can't you look at me one more time?

我想再静静握你的手
I yearn to hold your hand again

向你诉说你可不要走
and ask you not to go

愿你再能那样爱我
I wish you could love me like before

问你到底这是谁的错?
Tell me whose fault is it?

相爱何必又要分手
Why part if there's love?

无奈何, 轻轻一声
With regrets, I whisper

但愿你可不要忘了我
I wish you could love me like before

At kampar now, didn't go back to my hometown,
Staying alone at kampar house, so scary,
Dun know what will happening tonight,
I hate alone, I hate loneliness!
それは私の障害、私は気の毒だったが、私はあなたを愛しよ!

16 October 2009, 1 day KL Trip, Before the trip, I was very disappointed on someone that he break his promise on me. Feel very upset because he already give me a hope and promise me will do it but later on he look like didn't take any action on it so I think he might been forgotten what he promise me before. Actually, I am not angry or blame who is this kind of situation just feel unlucky because I cannot get the promise from him. Maybe because of the economic problem!

*Don't misunderstanding, someone above is not the someone from the story!

Back to the topic, going KL with buddy [ Wai Kit & Jacky ] for 1 day only because on the other day, Jacky got something to do so we need to go back. But I really enjoy the trip even the trip only 1 day. So many thing that I haven't experienced it before example like sleeping at MCD while we waiting for the train to come. Some more we was cheated by KL people, 3 of us has been cheated for RM40.

At first, they blocked our way and ask us to give them 1 minute to explain.

Swindler: Hi, I am form dun know where and ask you all to give us some support.
Me: What do you want me to help you?
Swindler: Just help me write down your name here and you dun have any damnification at all.

I feel like nothing wrong by just helping them write down my own name. Then I just follow what they said, write down my name, age, handphone number and the next is...

Swindler: Sir, how much do you want to support us?
Me: Har? Want to support by donating money? Then I support them RM10.
Swindler: Sorry, please don't mind the minimum you need to support us is RM20.
Me: [ Speechless, thinking the should I donate or not. ]
Swindler: Please lar, we really need your all de support so that we can continue with our program.
Me: Ok lor, I will support you all by donating RM20.
Swindler: Oh... Thank you Sir. [ Keep talking nonsense ]

Wai Kit and Jacky also cheated by them, not only 1 cheater. Got a group of them doing but I am the most stupid one among of us, let the swindler cheated me RM2o. Both of them on support them by donating RM10 only. Pity me... Crying! Why? Why? Why Me?

What do you thinking now? Yeah, that right~ We went there for our high tea time!

Sushi~ Sushi~ I love you!

Our deserts!

What is this? Anyone know?

Yummy~ Yummy~ Yaki Yaki foods very delicious!

This Sashimi look like very delicious, I can eat this sashimi because of Wai Kit & Jacky. Because of them, the Restaurant sifu make this for us. They working here before so the sifu know them and treat them this sashimi. Let Enjoy~ Thank Wai Kit & Jacky.

Yaki Yaki Toilet, Left to Right: Wai Kit , Me , Andy and Jacky!

Left to Right: Jacky , Andy and Wai Kit!

Left to Right: Jacky , Wai Kit and Me!

Wai Kit & Andy!

We really enjoy the trip so much,
even we only go 1 day but full with happiness!

Happy Deepavali to all my indian friends! Hope you all have a wonderful new year!

After changing my hairstyle, I also want to change myself.
I wanted to give up on certain thing, but I dun know I can do it or not.
Without someone can I still survive in this world?
I Love You!

13 October 2009, Over here I wish Happy Birthday to my friends, Wai Lap & Jayremy. My wish to them is whatever wish their made in front of thier birthday cake, will faster come true. Before that let me show you all birthday boy's pictures.



















Wai Lap & Jayremy
*These picture I was stealing from their facebook profile without their permission, hope they dun mind! :)

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Hopeless Life~

13 October 2009, already leave university more
than two weeks, in this period of my life live
for no meaning. With this I have
waste this holiday without doing anything. My
life now really hopeless, even
myself also dun know what to do anymore.

What is the actual meaning of life?
To make sure what someone heart thought,
not to use your eyes to look at it but is to
use your heart to feel on it.

Life is just like a movie and the GOD is the director
of the movie, everything has been written
down inside a book and we as human only can
follow what has been fated by
the GOD then everything will be fine!

Everything is over, even my life too,
Some how or rather, whatever I am think is just
like whatever you are thinking too.
I miss my old life compared with today life!

6 October 2009, changing motherboard. At last my laptop is fix and can online back, these days without my laptop really so boring and sad. That day when i was playing games at facebook, suddenly my laptop turn off without reason. That time I thought my laptop out of battery, when I plug in my the adapter and press the power button it nothing happen. That time I only know something go wrong and spoil.

After that I called my LengZai Buddy for the Customer Service Phone, because my buddy also using dell. Over here I wanted to say thank you to him, without the number I cannot contact the staff and help me out. Thank Tommy, you are the best! :) Also need to say thank you to the staff who help me change the motherboard. Without him, I also cannot online! Thank Ya!

Remove the hard disk!

Removing the old motherboard!

Everything has been removed.

Ready to replace the new motherboard!

Old Motherboard!

After replace the new motherboard, my laptop can be on it back.
Everything still the same, thank GOD!
Hope no more next time, really made me worry about my laptop!
Without someone everything not doing well!

4 October 2009, Mooncake Festival. First of all, I wish all my friends and buddy, Happy Mooncake Festival. Hope you all happy when you enjoying your meals with your parents. Whatever sadness cases you having, temporary put it down and enjoy your meals with your parents. This festival is only once a year so do not let this opportunity to celebrate with your family.

I had been celebrate this festival for so many years and this year is the most happy year compare to previous. Maybe I too miss my family members since I already move out more than 3 months. I feel very excited when I was chatting with my daddy. Day I was born until now, I never chat with my daddy until like this, usually just asked and answered. Virtually never chat until like what we did last night.

When that time I was preparing some food for meal, my daddy asked me to drink wine with him. That time I was very surprise, first time this words came out from his mouth. I feel very happy while we celebrating the festival. This year also the first time I drank wine with my family members including my mum. Nothing is Impossible, miracle is still there waiting for you! Hope every years also can celebrate with them until so memorial.

Made by my mum!

Hope all of you enjoy your meals with your parents!

Today Title, Mooncake Festival!
Hope all of you have a wonderful memory on this Festival!
Happy Mooncake Festival!

About Me

Name: Issac
Age:
18
Home:
Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia
Campus:
University Tunku Abdul Rahman Perak Campus
Activities:
1. Gaming
2. Party
3. Hang-out
4. Make new friends
Status:
Single but belongs to her

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